today things changed!
20 years ago a short term girlfriend of mine had a baby girl, my baby girl, and put her up for adoption (i was not aware of this for about a year or so)
i struggled to deal with this and was unable to find out any details about her from her mother. i tried for the next 18 years to follow little threads of possibility but to meet dead ends.
today she found me - on facebook of all places. we have chatted all evening and plan to meet up very soon.
guess what ------------
she is a musician too!! multi instrumentalist by all accounts!!
i cant wait to get myself back together and work hard to build up something positive for my family - i have been so lost recently - the hang began to bring me sadness - i have now rekindled my love for it and many other things in my life..
x
more soon
